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Last night I took Methylphenidate with Ruben. I know sounds rough! Not really, it was Ritalin. It did absolutely nothing to me but kept me awake all night. It was fun to be with him all night though.

I just don't understand or enjoy the way I only receive kisses if we're alone.
My mother finally asked if we're back together. I hate saying no. I feel as if I'm lying.